not a theme

Just noting, maybe too optimistically, that it's been a couple year since I posted....

Whatever that might indicate.

I am in a pretty negative space.....

Maybe forward alone would be the better choice.

Financially, B is a burden.

Emotionally, again, I must be circumspect.

It is tiresome.

I feel very discouraged as I write this.

OTHO I have had enough to drink to make me not trust my momentary feelings....

Constant negative thoughts are hard

context motorhome, toad, vacation. Whatever.

B dwells in some negative places.

I cognitively strive to be in a positive place by and large.

When B's negative, depressed, etc, mood/self has sway, I find it quite difficult.

I am acknowledging a feeling of wanting to just cut it off. Stop. Accommodating.

Stop.Being Careful not to offend or trigger.

I generally have a positive and forward looking point of view.

She often does not.

At the moment I have thoughts of ending this marriage and relationship.

I trust that dawn will lead us to a better place.