concert

was nice... on the other hand, I saw my old love interest there (alone) as I'm there with my date....

Brings up interesting feelings....

I don't know why I seem to be having a hard time completely shaking my feelings for B.

Not sure if I cared for her more than I realized, or am missing a convenient, but interesting, addictive relationship.

I just don't know....

It would be really easy to try and strike something back up... but, I think I need to not do that for a whole host of reasons.... I still don't think it was, or would be, an entirely healthy relationship. Some of that lack of health came from her, some from the relationship dynamics, much from within me within the context of that relationship.

hmmmmm.....