Wednesday, October 18, 2023

Hurts not to hear from my oldest

 Acknowledging a bit of pain. We lost our oldest son last March just days shy of his 48th birthday. 

Today is my birthday and it is the first where I will not hear from him to wish me Happy Birthday. 

S was always the better of my two boys to remember the date and call. I think he used to remind his brother, D, so then I'd hear from him as well. 

Anyway, it's hurting a touch.... 

Best to acknowledge and feel a feeling and then let it go as best one can....

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