NOT mad at YOU, just MAD!

 Posted to the wrong blog a few weeks back. Dammit. 

 Stupid little fubar... microwave had overheated. Thinking MAYBE B had left a stove burner on a bit too long.... 

realized the microwave had shut down (thermal protection) just before I meant to put my steel cut oats in for overnight oats. 

Had to remove a half bushel of napkins, dish towels, and other linens and felt pretty PISSED. WHY would two people need SO many of ANY of that shit?? Unbelievable how many dish rags, towels, placemats, and sundry shit was in the cupboard and in my way of the damned outlet to check. Fuck! 

Had to find something to test for current at the outlet. Fuss with a step stool. Generally just shitty and pissy and feeling like FUUUUUCCKKK!!! 

Of COURSE B would wonder out as I'm trying to be withdrawn and NOT show my pique. She must have tried 3-4 different ways to be the REASON the microwave had shut down. I.DID.NOT WANT.TO.LAY.IT.AT HER.FEET. 

Even if it was a burner left on a bit too long (lighting a joint). Who the FUCK cares. 

I KNOW she's extremely sensitive to pique or anger and I was TRYING to keep it to myself! 

But NOOOOOO..... 

Goddammit. 

Couldn't leave it alone..... 

She's "gone to bed" (avoiding a fight, which is good).... but she sure as HELL could have left the whole matter alone for fuck's sake. Just let me recover the way I needed to.....

After all, she apparently needs someone who is MILD MANNERED and nonplussed no matter the fuck what. 

JFC. 

Not happy!!