M just can't get that she's creating the stress levels and reality herself.
Here's the note she left last night:
God only knows why anybody deserves to be tortured like this. I certainly don't understand it and I live with it. You most certainly don't understrand it because you - well don't understand it. Good for you. But, why would you do things that are sure to make myy fibro toruture me? I so don't understand that. Can you explain?
Explait to me why (or not) when we have long ago established that environmental stress fires up my fibro, that it is OK for my body to be constantly under attack because of the ENVIRONMENTAL STRESS that I had no say so in? How is that OK with you to cause excruciating pain to me to accommodate your mother's preferences re: her visitation schedule? How is that absolutely all right with you?
Bottom line - is it ever going to be important to you to make ME ACCEPTED INTO YOUR FAMILY OR -- is it always going to be your mother and you vs. lowly me? 1)yes, 2) no
Simple answer, eh?
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