Not to miss a large part of why I'm roiled...
B gets off her center. Quiet. Withdrawn. Perceptably upset even when she thinks not.
Me, being the the codependent, caretaker I am - I search myself for blame, feel unnerved and disquieted until I "fix it" or the matter otherwise passes....
At least I understand these days, and have for years, what is going on inside me. Active, cognitive choices that I work through as best I can.
Summary
PM triggers B; B triggers me; I help fix something, slightly better; something else triggers B; which triggers me; constant circular self examination thought pattern.
So much fun!!
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