Thursday, August 9, 2007

Today the sh** hit the fan

I had my place to go ready. I had somewhat prepared for "the talk". I've been deliberately detaching and staying somewhat at arms-length....

As this week has gone one, she'd gotten more and more "lovey" -- certainly because of the roles being correct -- lots of caretaking on my part.....

Last night after work, she wanted a "meaningful kiss" which told me she was starting to feel amorous. Well, I wasn't about to step on THAT spiderweb. I'm pretty sure she went to bed / sleep with an attitude. Certainly woke up with one.

She FORCED the conversation I had intended to delay until at tomorrow (maybe Sat).... So, I laid it out for her -- I have my own place now. I've made my arrangements. I won't be staying at the house anymore....

Now, of course, the intense cycling of emotions has begun....

Too bad she doesn't call her T and too bad she's not really engaged in effective therapy....

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