Monday, August 20, 2007

What to make of some of this

Well, yesterday, she spewed and spewed, then settled down and we had a civil afternoon and dinner. The day started out harsh because her kid had had a minor spinout accident that really screwed up his girlfriend's car, and his head. Mom had to go pick him up and the whole thing got her quite rattled.

When I went out to the house, she had lots of venom and carrying on.... as I said.

Tonight was similar. I had intended to go out for a short time, but she had to fuss and complain and prattle about lots of things. She especially got torqued off about looking back at old C.U. statements and finding that I spent nearly $500 at the strip club last year when she was out of town...

But, interestingly, once she got done spewing and carrying on, she settled into a more civil exchange... then got horny and expressed a desire. Another "NSA" offer. THIS time with a clear understanding that she NOT EVER allow physical discomfort during sex to occur without any communication to deal with it.

So, we did make some very very nice love. Appears to be she is finding a comfort level with being at least occasional lover (fuck buddies?)

I also during the evening before, mentioned that rhetorically, I had to wonder about how it would work if we were living in the same house, as roomies (as she advocates) and either of us started getting involved with other people....

She didn't know, although she later mentioned that there are LOTS of things about the house and household that demand attention (implication being: who will have time for others...?)

Anyway, this time I really do thing the lovemaking was comfortable, exciting and will be a good memory as opposed to what some of the memories have been.

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