So, what shall I make of this. B popped up today. Called me about 3:00 -- beautiful day, just wanted to say hello, etc, etc.
It was a pleasant surprise. I was cordial. I do like her. But....
I continue to regret that aspects of her and involvement with her seem to pull me toward old, bad co-dependent and BPD partner behaviors and reactions. Even if that wasn't or doesn't continue to be the case, I'm still wary since it seems like she's much more emotionally delicate than I really care to be dealing with.... Drama!! NO THANKS!!
Anyway, the friendly gesture was nice. I'm certain it was an attempt to open the doors back up, albeit slightly. I don't know where and how things could go much of anywhere with her. Guess time will tell.
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