Well, a card and letter is in the mail. It took 3 rewrites to come close to what I wanted to say. I'm having an interesting reaction -- a little concerned about how B may react, or if I'll hurt her (although I was quite careful with my words), or if she'll feel blamed (again, same comment).
Hopefully, though, she'll find some closure. I wouldn't mind seeing her casually now and then. But, I think that's probably not possible due to her becoming so attracted to me. Certainly if we were to get together again, I'll have to take care not to overdo it as we were doing before.
We literally had become almost engulfed in each other.... not a good sign at all.
B sent me a friendly text this weekend regarding an estate sale she saw. I ignored it. I know from msys previous relationship that people with some of the issues that B has do things like that to renew a connection, suck in the partner, etc....
That kind of thing is why I'll need to be really cautious about any other involvement with her. Nice while it lasted, but too many potentials for an unhealthy relationship.
Caution, big time!
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