So, this should have been posted on 7/22/08, since the next day after that post I had a conversation with B where she said, "I need to step back from this relationship. I can't maintain my peace of mind. I'm not having fun.... etc".
I simply responded that it wasn't unexpected, that I had told her I would understand, and that I do understand.
That was pretty much that....
Meanwhile, this break-up event cleared the deck for me to get back to my more comfortable involvement with A2, whose birthday was coming up later in the week, to proceed... As it turned out, A2 was intensely hopeful about coming to my house to celebrate her birthday -- which we did and did "right".... Had a nice time going out. Made love. Started, more comfortably than ever, down a path of further, deeper involvement. I had been feeling stretched over my involvement and the way I was almost forcing the opportunity for things to proceed with B, instead of A2. And, as I say, the break-up took care of that stretching!!
A2 and I both had a common out of town business meeting as well commencing Sunday through Tuesday.... In fact, it was a bit of deja vu for when this really started in earnest. Same meeting / conference a year ago, where at the suggestion of a mutual friend, I approached A2 as a supportive friend and as someone I'd like to know better.... and here we are a year later, best friends, lovers, joyful companions....
What's wrong with that?? Why fight it??
In fact, as things evolved anew, I found myself "green-lighted" by both T (my intuitive) and Rosemary ( my astrologer) both of whom had cautioned me before, but now are feeling OK with where things seem to be and be going with A2.
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