Temptation

In a different subject - while I am sworn to fidelity and won't violate that commitment, I find myself mulling over the light, quick interactions I keep having with a pretty young lady in my singing group - chorale.

I think I figured out last year that C is younger than 30, so really, she's too too young... but it's a tempting thought.

I keep feeling like she's lightly flirting with me and showing interest.

I've not been good about picking up such signals in the past - or to be more accurate - have usually been in a primary relationship and chosen to ignore them if I do sense them.....

Maybe I'm vulnerable because of the continuing periodic crises of confidence between B and me....

But, there is a part of me that is just a little tempted to end what's not working and see what might work out with a pretty, and I think well adjusted young woman....

Wouldn't my oldest boy just crap!!

He says the "rule is you can't date women younger than me" and he's what, 36 now.....

Good advice. I do find the proposition of dating someone roughly half my age to be, as my therapist said, a bit tawdry....

But still, the interest being shown..... Just a thought.