Last night and this morning felt a little tense and troubled to me, if that's not already obvious. I'm almost thinking it got triggered primarily last night when B asked about a meeting notification that had been sitting out in the open for her to see and to remind me of for a city related reception tonight.
"You haven't said anything but from that notice on the counter it looks like you have a meeting tomorrow night"
I replied that I hadn't thought real hard about it, went out and looked, and then came back and said, "yeah, I probably should plan to go". That was the end of it. But the remainder of the evening seemed a little strained from her direction.
Makes me feel like I can't have pre-approved/arranged time out....
And I was probably being a little avoidant.
After all, most of the past ten days since I first received that notice, has been strained and troubled over my need to go to my old hometown, etc....
And then this morning she makes her "nothing is really changing" remark - so we don't need to go to therapy....
humph.
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