It has come to the time

to try, try, try to move A2 to friendship footing. I hope it can be done without too much hurt or without losing the friendship completely.

But the fact is, I'm not in love with her. Didn't fall in love with her.... and when feelings might have approached that, she was unable to cross the line anyway. There are numerous ways in which as a "relationship" possibility, that situation falls short. Commuter relationship. Lack of displayed affection. Inability to actually "love".....

Plus, I'm pretty much in love with B. Let her back in my life, and tumbled quickly into love. Or so it feels... and it's scary. "Loving" was not kind to me with M. I'm not altogether certain I am healed enough to truly love and have it last. But, it looks like I'm going to travel that road for awhile with B. As they say, a person comes into your life for a season, a reason, or a lifetime. Time will tell.