I'm terribly upset.
B just called me - started out quite breezy and friendly. Then she ask, "I was just wondering if dealing with me is making you feel compelled to go back to your therapist?".
It's as if the intuited the very thing I've done to try and begin to assess my role in this relationship. (I called N to schedule a "tune-up".
I was blown away, and got more and more defensive. And frankly pretty upset.
When B said she'd been careful in how she'd asked and didn't understand why I was so upset.
I finally had to tell her that I found it too too private to share whether or not I was going to go to my therapist to visit issues I might be having within a current relationship.
What about my being taciturn about certain things is so hard to understand. I have been throughout this relationship. Or any relationship.
I'm vastly open about most things, including things I shouldn't have to be. But there are those I do and will keep to myself, period.
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