Saturday, May 12, 2007

Weird few days

Thursday night, I think, got very strange. At 10ish p.m., M appeared by her deep kisses, to be inviting me upstairs to make love.....

Few minutes later, I got up there and she started carrying on about the dusting and cleaning that is such a mess and needful.... and on and on about it.

Threw me completely... and I reacted poorly -- quietly, but poorly. She could tell I got upset, but there wasn't any going back. I actually couldn't sleep, I was so bothered by it..... Finally had to take a couple of her pills to get some sleep.....

Wanted really, to get enough rest to shake it off and forget it.....

Which I did, I think.... then, last night happened....

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