have been different. Interesting.
M had come back. In a too typical cycle, we connected on a sexual level.... which made the rest seem better.... at least to M. And, I agree, we cleared some serious air, and we got to a place where we were lots less at odds.
For my part, since she left, I've tried to make cheery, pleasant, friendly phone calls a couple times of day. Life's easier that way....
Now, tonight, I've had to put up with a couple hours of M holding forth about life, her history, etc..... and the kids and all that jazz......
Wears me out.
Sounded a bit under the influence to me....
But, I managed to stay patient.
It helped when she started talking about the "do loop" of memory in her head about the top-drawer lovemaking session we ended up having last Friday night....
She's all the more amazed becauss she doesn't understand how we went from "you telling me 20 minutes before that the relationship is effectively over...." to making incredible love.
She forgets that she made some effort to turn her thinking and move another direction from earlier conversation....
I don't recall the details..... but, I remember a shift.
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