Of course, today she's paying me back for rejecting her. For daring to "deliberately" reject her. Etc, etc.
Lots of angst. Lots of anger, accusation, hard feelings.
Most easily frustrated in interactions.
Lord knows, I tried really hard this a.m. not to get exercised or angry. And, for the most part, until she made a sarcastic remark about my planned family time this weekend (funeral tomorrow, Easter with my brother's family on Sunday).
And I tried to make peace in my way, asking if she'd like to go to dinner. Trying to find some way to reconcile the really weird situation and "desires" to be connected in a sexual way (was that a stand-alone thing; does she understand the hurt feelings I've had, deeply, over her post love-making reactions of late (feeling used, abused, taken advantage of, and the like).
Tried to listen much.
Also tried NOT to tip my own hand.
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