At one point, M informed me, not confontationally, that she has an appt with her T tommorrow and whatever they worked out....
She otherwise was incommunicado....
Stayed mostly in the master BR. I came up a moment ago, tired, and she had this yucky "How do I look" program on the TV instead of the news.
She also had arranged a sleeping space on the floor and was fiddling with her heating pad.
Wanting to be polite, I asked, "are you watching this?" she nodded yes.
I took about 3 or 4 minutes to undress, brush teeth and come back into the room... and by then she was OUT. I actually wonder whether she was remotely lucid a few minutes ago....
anyway, she appears to be pretty well passed out. Probably the usual combination of alcohol and pills..... if she's muscle-hurting, valium and anothe muscle relaxant. Always puts her well out.... not restful, I think, but out.
It's she doesn't get honest about some of that habit with her T.
As for me, I'm feeling really frustrated tonight and could be tempted, too easily, to finally end this thing.
An odd feeling after some nice days together.
But she just doesn't seem too capable of functioning in a remotely normal way witin a relatonship.
what do you do with that when you're the well partner?
Tuesday, June 5, 2007
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