Disappeared.... actually, I'm referring to those written last night. Not surprised..... Why she was in her dysphoric fog, as is often the case, she left several notes here and there..... They're almost always negative and borderline (pardon the pun) negative.....
Anyway, after not particular sleeping soundly, needing to be fairly sharp for a meeting this a.m., and so on.... I was very deliberate this a.m. regarding the notes.....
First, keeping in mind that the last several she's written, she's found me the next a.m. and asked for her notes back.... I think, remembering that she wrote them, and perhaps the tenor, and upon arising, thinking perhaps they were untoward -- and they usually are....
anyway, this a.m. I made a point with myself of NOT even trying to read the notes. I just put them aside where she'd find them.... and since she "owns them", and ought to own the thoughts expressed..... I figure she should review them in sobriety and the light of day, anyway....
So left them be did I. Worked out good.... didn't upset me.... because I didn't read them.
She collected them and disposed of them while I've been at work.....
Now, if I could only get past the "stewing" I do when anticipating coming home to a pissy / angry "wife" on a day like today after a night like last night....
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