another whataday

Multiple conflicted text messages.

Many voicemails.

Demands / implications that IF I truly cared, I'd be trying to initiate a conversation before Sunday..... Which I tried. Got together just about 4:30, bit more than an hour.... but she assumed I was going to ask her what it was I had texted her that I was curious about / wanted to ask about from her Dr Phil work / writings.

Well, as luck would have it, those were back in my hotel room. I had put my book bag in the room and IT had that material in it....

So, the conversation got a bit disjointed, out of control, erratic (like her and her emotions.... my trying to talk was erratic, too).

Finally ended when she brought up how hurt she still feels over having her "dirty laundry" of her childhood living situation (see Florida entries) publicly displayed.... I said, but the point was of pride over what you'd overcome.... she just said, it still hurt and I still cry whenever I remember it.... and now I have to leave....

Off I went to my evening meetings.... had to turn my phone off because she was causing so much distraction with calls / voicemails.

Later, I turned on my phone briefly... found a page to call home. Called home and she wanted to know WHY IN THE WORLD WOULD YOUR VOICEMAIL BE FILLED UP??!!

Well, when I checked quick, there were 15 new messages. All but one from her. And she wondered why it filled up??

Now, she's sounding more and more serious about running away. Probably to FL.

She does need to get away, and probably would be good for her to do it on her terms.