Saturday, March 3, 2007

Last night's VMs

weren't bad. I hated to turn my phone on.... but I did.

Both clearly showed the effects of alcohol, pills, and fatigue or whatever.... slower, slight slur to the speech....

There was one about how nice it wsa to take a warm shower....


the other was that she was watchng a TV show where one character said to the other, "You haven't had a date in 3 months"..... then went on to say, "When was the last time WE had a date. I don't remember. Maybe you do. I think it's been more than 3 months....." and a little more along that line.

She wants the days of wine and roses.... Not likely anymore

2 comments:

PSGramma said...

You know it's more than time, there is no way this will work. Start living for yourself; you have given her all you can and things do not change that much.

Sorry, but sometimes you just need to cut your losses.

psgramma

Birdie Heidenwach said...

Thank you Patricia. Part of me knows it clearly. Part of me is resistant. A large part of me is just trying to find the "right time".