Sunday, March 18, 2007

apart for awhile, but

what an excrutiating ride to the airport. M is clearly in a mindset to assume the relationship is altogether over. Kept picking, then wantin greassurances.... etc, etc. Blaming, weeping, all the usual.

I am sad to be here. at this point.

Lots of mixed messages. She cannot seem to grasp that I do care and love, but I cannot tolerate all of the chaos and instability. She doesn't view herself that way, particualrly, although she cleims to have been "much more stable 6 monbths ago.

almost turned aroud to pick me up.

Offered repeatedly to drive her and me back....

sh'e very sick

plane is beginning to boaqrd.

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