Getting to be time

I'm feeling more and more like it's getting to be time to move on and let go. Get a place, at least for awhile. Deal with the aftermath. Deal with a new future.

Today, I've spent way too much energy in concerns about her and her reactions and her troubled spirit. Time taken away from doing my job effectively....

I had a doctor appointment today. She did too, at just about the same time. When asked, she had them put her in the same room as me.... Unfortunately, that meant I couldn't fully share some of what I would like to have with my Dr. Oh well. Another time.

I do wonder what kind of stream of consciousness about our home situation she may have laid on him. S/B interesting to see what I hear.

And, at the moment, I've been studiously avoiding calling her. Have an important meeting in a few minutes, and don't want my head fucked up.

I suppose I'll be accused of "not caring enough to see how her OMT appointment went".... Interesting how she switched the purposes of the appt. The purpose was supposed to be acupuncture to help her with her emotional instability..... She decided though that she needed her neck and shoulders worked on via OMT instead....

Curious....