Well, I dozed off early last night during a show that came on at 9:30 p. Went to sleep for real before 10 p. Woke up this a.m. at just about 8:30 a. To which M says, "Do you realize you slept 11 hours?" (I thought, so what does that mean?? Is this another reference to her opinion that I work too much, my job is too stressful, what?? (actually, it was a light week).) I just said, "Well, I guess I was tired." and left it at that.
I never know what to make of such "observations". Not sure if they're a complaint, or a criticism, or a simple observation..... though, I never think the latter is the case with BPD people.
Plain fact is, sleep this week for both of us has been better, but NOT as restful as I need. She still tosses and turns. Her close body and the cat's make me too warm at times. I cannot flop around freely..... So, I don't get as restful sleep as I'd like or should..... Plus, I think I was / am fighting off another round or another virus..... So, I just needed the rest. Give me a break, M.
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