Well, V-day is tomorrow. I've done the right things. Bought the flowers. Some jewelry. Another meaningful gift.... Invited her to dinner (she plans to make some). She's gone out and picked up a gift today.... etc. All the right things...
Meanwhile, I've also set an appointment with my potential landlady.... Contemplating a move to another living place, at least for some period.... while at the same time trying to be loving and display lovingkindness.....
I just have to remember that I must love me first (not in a narcissic way, but in a healthy way...) I have to act for my own health and well-being before that of another.....
But, still, it is a cognitive dissonance to both celebrate V day and make plans toward moving out.....
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