Last night wasn't as restful as I needed -- M wanted to cuddle and be close for most of the night.... which can be nice, but she was restless due to her hand hurting.... But, as my older son tells me, it's easier to float downstream....
Which is what I've done today. She wanted me to tarry and be company this a.m. (no sex) which I did. Didn't hurry off to work.... Called her a couple times today to "be friendly". Etc, etc... Just easier if she's in a better frame of mind / tenor. Just got off from about 10 minutes of friendly conversation. Kind of like normal people. It's a shame that's rare!!
Of course, she doesn't know that I continue toward making a living arrangement change. Picked up a featherbed yesterday. New pillows. A sheet set.... Beginning to assemble clothing to have elsewhere.... etc.
While intellectually I may be "dragging my heels" a bit, or continuing to assume responsbility for her that isn't mine.... my spirit and instincts seem to be moving me toward making the requisite change. Not to mention the universe itself. The potential landlady and I are meeting on Thursday.... and she seems very positively inclined, as do I.... and we're yet to meet FTF. Only email and the briefest of phone calls.....
We shall see what the future holds.....
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