Nervous, nervous

Well, even though M and I have "gotten along" pretty much this week, I continue to take steps toward a saner state of being.

Right now I am sitting in a coffee shop waiting to meet my potential new landlady. I'm actually anxious and nervous -- I'm sure in large part because of the potentially major and drastic change in my life this represents. Anyway, it's a bit facinating to see myself react in such a way.

Appointment is for 4:30.... and she is a body worker -- and such folks are often a bit flighty, so I know better than to be surprised if she runs a bit late.

Seems like the universe has led me here. She badly needs to rent her house out. Reasonably priced. In a decent neighborhood that is 10 minutes away from my office, from downtown, etc. Laundry machines in the house. Month to month OK. OK if I live there or M..... It's all good, per the email exchanges anyway.

Now, the proof is in the meeting of one another. Taking the measure and the impression. Keeping the intuition open.... as well as the mind.

Part of my nerves also comes in trying to think about a timetable and timeframe, as well as the horror that the intiation of this change will be in mhy world... albeit, briefly, and moreso for M than for me....

We shall see.