No incidentss

Night passed without incident, although I very deliberately waited until well after she'd turn the lights back out.

I do feel myself getting a bit of a hard attitude.

By a.m., she was physically close to me. At least leaning against me.... clearly, some part of her psyche now wants to make sure she didn't "to too far" or that I'm not ??? fill in the blank.

Trouble is, I kind of am. As I said, I feel my heart hardening again. I really am feeling tired and harsh and once again, pretty well ready to move on from this troubled, primary relationship.

Irony is, in my caretaking manner I suppose, I will take care of doing a major craft show application today. I still believe, because it will be necessary for her in many ways if she stays in the area, that we still have to stay civil business partners (proceeds to her)....

Same with the household. Until and unless I buy out her interest, and regardless, until one or the other's stuff is moved elsewhere, we need to stay civil.

I can do that. I'm just a little pissed off at the moment