Friday, January 26, 2007

Last night and today

Last night.... got really bad.... came home after a meeting.... at about an expected time. M was on the ph to her sis.... seemed OK in affect..... then, when she got off the phone, made some snarky remarks that I reacted badly to.

And once I did, she ramped up her dissonating responses. Which made me angry.... which made her angry / frustrated. I tried to leave the house for the night -- being still under the weather (virus) I needed a good nights sleep. She tried to block me physically. Practically climbed up on my back to try and keep me from leaving.... etc, etc. I ended up staying around.... she insisted on continuing "to talk"... she got frustrated at "no answers" "not being cared for / about" "not being good enough / loved...." and on and on....

She really never let up on the "talking". Kept me up until 2 a.m. before she remotely settled down. Remainder of the night was cuddly and close and nice enough.

But, in the a.m., when she awoke.... back to the same crap attitude....

Got over it, though. Day went OK

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